now adays i jus lik staying at home..ii love staying at home..

that's all for today heehee`!

It's officially the biggest midget in the game...
I dunno Make way for the S.O.V
Love me or hate me it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me that is the question
If you love me then thank you
If you hate me then fuck you..

today pe we play hockey was enjoying myself..it's been agers since ii last touch a hockey stick..i really very happy la even ii did'nt score ani but it's still very fun..but while playing ii bu xiao xin make YONG JUN fall but ii did not touch him,i is scare him and he fall Sorry WONG YONG JUN! i did'nt mean it dde..hope you did not hurt yourself`!
at playing hockey i was a little hard and ii oso scare kengling..donno why once ii touch the hockey stick i feel so diff..i really regret alot if only i in my primary school ii join the hockey team,i will for sure learn alot but who call me be lazy haiis..

after much think hmm..i think its time to settle this problem ii shall say sorry on mon but to accept it or not ii shall not bother coz ii jus feel its really my fault to make you feel this way.but after my sorry ii will carry on and be happy don wanna be trouble by this problem animore..slove it once and for all and that's it..at least ii did wat ii should do..it's oweas rite to think positivly for it's my life..ii gg to study hard for tmr dde f&n and ii will live my life not wasting it..saddness is not everything to life..ii haben been studying much this year is really time for me to buck up..ii start with nth,it's such bless to have such a gd friend and ii have made her feel that well it's my fault for not knowing it..i'm so sorry..ii feel ii really did her wrong so ii gg to clear my guilt towards her..
after this mayb ii should move around alone and really try to study..don wanna make her feel this way animore since she fine it hard to tok to me..ii don wanna make things diff for her animore she alr had a hard time for so long and she finally slove it..hope she will stay happy..and ii should really pull up my sock and really study..ii know for me the only way to stddy is to be left alone..so ii gg on a trip alone from now on to work towards my future..

well ii get it ii totally get it..and it hurts when ii knew it..since you sae you don bother ii cried ok..ii really treated you as my sistaz but you angry you never tell me why or wat did ii do...
wat do you wan me to do..do you noex it's so painful to get this from sum1 you care so much, much more worst den sum1 you don know come scolding you..mayb is my fault bahx..but ii really donno wat ii did..ii'm not god ok,if ii'm not told ii'll never know it's not lik ii did'nt care ii asked and you did't say....if you feel it's my attitude den ii'm sorry! this friendship is so dear to me..Pls tell wat is the problem so ii can slove it..but if you don wanna slove it den nvm..ii know you dde you will keep showing me your attitude from now on by the way you treat me ii know you find me irritating now..tell me to my face that you dislike me and ii will slip away from you..

I"M LIVING IN A NEW DAE!..

cos i'm living in for me..lalalala`!~

After so much ii finally free..ii understand ii don niid anithing ii jus needed to be happy..not only one ppl told me that no used being gd to others,ppl will jus used you and step over you..
well ii donno if its true or not? but after ii been tell so mani times ii think its better for me to jus live happily den care about others..mayb this is a sign to tell me that ii'm more important bahx..
erm..donno but at first ii don feel the changes but now ii start to see ii'm more talkative and ii tent to don care so much ii wanna tok ii jiu tok,ii wanna laugh ii jiu laugh,ii wanna be angry ii jiu be angry..ii feel more like a person now..
mayb this words means a new chapter is gg to being..well ii donno but if this mean ppl are gg to dislike the new me ii not gg to go back coz once change can never be the same animore..ii'm human ii don program myself to be lik this or to be lik that ii'm only human ii change as time shape me..coz personally ii donno wat ii have change into but ii'm much more care free now..my one and only mission is to be happy..but ii will try to not neglect those ppl who are important to me but if ii do,hope that ppl will tell me bahx..coz time is moving fast and so ii'm ii,if ii'm not told to slow down,ii myself will not know it too.. ii donwanna waste my life,i'm flying fast too..
mayb this is another stage to growing up bahx..may it be for the best or for the worse but ii still gg to take it on..ii'm a fighter!!yeahx

ytd..actually was okayyx dde..den when gg back to school for night klass that time..suddenly ii came that one so suay la..but ii never kena ma pants so hai hao..but ii donno why when we back at school not mani ppl came that time only me, pris,kengling,eunice,zhi hao, wanzhen and kaiwei in klass..ii suddenly feel very depress..and ma attitude towards wanzhen was kind of bad..but when ii say ii cannot see ask wanzhen to move she still move was feeling kind of sorry towards her la..
den after a while everyone came le..so noisy cannot hear wat miss chan is saying and there so darm cold make me feel so sleepy ii so tired ii think my face look kind of angry bahx? coz maisy and wanzi keep telling me to don angry..sorry!girls ii was not angry la..ii too tired le..stay in school whole dae lei..at least you guy get to go to wanzi hse..ti liang me kayyx?
erm den after dde class the stupid 113 saw me liao den drive away den ii waited for half hour den dde nxt bus came lor was so angry with the stupid bus..den came ii throw my temper on my parents was so guilty la..when toking to maisy ii keep saying donno and mayb sorry girl..

hais..den ytd night got so mani nice show ii all missed coz ii have tuition todae and have to wake up at 8a.m. la so early..ii am so wore out now..But yeahx today got lots of tv progarm..can get my mind off everything..and enjoying the show having it to entertain me..=)having the hse all to myself..don niid to face anione today can relax..YEAHX=) this few daes have not been sleeping well..hope today the holiday was rite..